~ Resurrection ~

Hehe, finally I made up my mind to post something in my blog full of dust and mould tonight... So here I go:

Today I have piano class as usual at 1.30 pm... Its dark and cloudy outside - my favourite colour of the sky and also, the weather. I knew it wouldn't be long before it started to pour. The class today was ok, but I had a little jam in Aozora, though I practiced it hardcore for the last few weeks. I could play it well in my house, perhaps due to nervousness when I wanted to play it for people other than my family. Also "四手联弹" didn't go so well... Wonder when can I synchronise with my teacher... Bought pizza afterwards, and have a stomach full of it before doing the usual things in my house, playing in Garena, and playing with my wife~~~ I'm sure my friends all know what I mean when I say "my wife", for those who don't know yet, I repeat again, by "my wife" I mean my piano, nuff said.

Felt very sleepy at 6.45 p.m, tried to sleep but failed. Dinner, then packed up for another week of college life. Only thing different was that I'm not going back home this week, finals coming soon, only in President Hall of Nilai University College. But heck, mom's lazy to pick my cloths to wash thie coming friday... Since she said she didn't want to come to Nilai just to pick my cloths up. I was kinda pissed, since its a routine that she'd come to fetch me home every Friday, why couldn't she treat this Friday the same as the Fridays ago? Just that I'm not in the car this week. At last after voicing my dissatisfaction to her, preparing for some argument, she agreed to come,surprisingly without getting emo. Then my screwd up feeling reduced bit by bit while we travelled to Nilai through the usual highway.

I noticed that my emotion can be turned by 180 degrees with just a sentence, a minor happening, or something trivial, which is what I don't like about myself. I emo very easily and I know that my friends don't like that part of me too. O well, I'm not a saint, and this is one of my weaknesses I have to bear. Another thing is, I expect other people to behave like saints although I'm not one myself, which is ... (I dont know how to say this) But demanding some attitude from others while you yourself don't possess is bad ( can't find a better word for this but I know there is).

Tonight was rainy, and it rained alll the way throughout my journey back. Reached college, and it was still drizzling. Willy brought Corpse Bride for me, and I watched it immediately coz I want to sleep early tonight, tired tired. And its a movie I wanted to watch after listening to its Piano OSTs, which Ernest introduced to me. Not bad, but I thought its a little too short though. Later I heard a chick's voice in my block, looked to the source and I saw a girl in blue shirt and tight shorts with her friends. The three of them were having fun in the cooking area beside the common room, and she noticed me as soon as I walk out from my room to get a closer look at her. Spotted, I acted like nothing and I went back to my room. So jealous of them... Wished I could have more girl friends...

Thats all for today, nitez.