Hi, it has been long since I dropped a post here, probably because I was bored to write something here already. Last time, I'd spent an hour or so just to write down everything I wanted to say, and I'd found out that it really consumes time. A lot of things had happened back then, and I will try to summarise everything I can remember until this day... February, I celebrated CNY with my family, and I did not prepare much for my coming College Exam... I was kinda worried at first, but after taking the Maths Exam, which have 40% of the questions came out from the tutorials, I finished it with the least effort. Then I just grabbed my Physics tutorial paper and read it over and over as I knew some of the questions would appear in the exam. After Physics, I was pretty nervous because I hoped that Mr. Kunalan, my Program Coordinator would postpone the EASA exam to the second semester, so that I did not have to stay longer, and I could go back and get my SPM results at Wednesday. And so, he said the exam was postponed, and I went home happily. Before the results came out, I was worrying, and I could not sleep that well at that night although I'd managed to shut my eyes at last. Then, my father fetched me to school at around 10.30 a.m, and I took the opportunity to have a stroll around the school yard. Nostalgic, huh... When I stood in front of the library, I frowned into Block D where the Science Labs were located. Ahh the memories.. Later on, I walked past the Office, and there's a whole bunch of teachers standing there for some purpose that I did not know. I headed to the canteen, and most of the familiar faces were there. Guys had long hairs, and girls dyed theirs. It took a long time before the results were out, and my friends and I had actually planned to get a basketball and play at the school court until the results came out. We met Wei Yao and his pack halfway, so we headed back to the school...After what seemed to be an eternity, the results for 5Seroja was out, and the students there were nervous and excited. Then the results came one after another for other classes as well, and we lined up to get it. My friends took theirs before me, and qutie a number of them were a little disappointed, even Wei Yao could not get Straight As... After looking at his results I felt even more afraid to look at mine, because he was around my standards, and if he could only score that, then I must ... I couldn't think of the consequences... A moment passed, and I was standing right in front of my ex- class teacher. I told her my name, with my voice a little trembling and my heartbeat over 140 per minute, and she searched for my results. I knew my face was making an odd expression at that time, so my teacher told me to smile, >< . Glancing it, she asked me, what results do you expect to get? Before I could finish answering,'' 9A1s?'' She said,'' You must smile~'' and handed the results to me. I took a first glance, and saw that my EST got A2, and I really thought I got 9A1s! I walked to my friends, showed it to them, and words of congratulations were shot back at me. At that moment, I'd finally known what was the meaning of smiling right from one's heart. Then, I checked again, and I saw another A2, which is moral... The happy mood of mine went away almost instantly, and my emotions returned to normal. I looked around and saw Mayjee crying a little, because she couldn't get straight A1s, although she managed to get Straight As... That was pretty unexpected, for us, and for her. She was the best student in our class, and second in the whole Form. For her, not getting Straight A1s was something so rare that it only happened once in a hundred blue moons. Although I pitied her, but in my heart I felt a little happy because even she couldn't get Straight A1s. I went home with Dad, and went to CC a short while later. Before that, I tried to call my Mom and tell her, but then she was having a meeting, and SMS-ed me,'' Having meeting, plz SMS. Having meeting, plz SMS.'' Sweat... I went to Wei Yao's house and waited for others to be ready. The feeling of sadness spawned in my mind out of nowhere while I was picturing the expression my mom would give. I recalled the scene when she knew my PMR results... The first thing she said is,''Are you satisfied with that?!'' with a rather frustrated tone... While I was busy playing, an SMS came. Its my Mom. A short word,'' Congrats!''. Unexpected.. I thought she would only say, ok-ok lar... and I'd finally dropped the big stone on my chest. I enjoyed the game before going back, and thats all for that fateful day. The holiday in March passed at a normal pace, and nothing much had been done by me these days. Recently I had lost my interest towards most of the things: Games, Studies, People, etc... Only Piano, sports and a little bit of anime interested me. Basically, in the holidays I practiced piano everyday, hardcore practicing, to finish learning a nice song by the end of the holiday. I went back to College, to settle my accomodation business with the AO. I got a room at my current block (HD) but all my course mates were at block HB, so I went to ask if I could switch my room to that block. At first, the light of hope seemed a little gloomy, but after Edwin, someone in the AO came back, we talked a little and I got the room! But the condition is, I had to stay back until that Wednesday, to give the cleaners time to clean up that room for me, as he'd only got that room back on that particular day. Gosh, 1 1/2 days without something to do... Boredom almost killed me. Finally, the day came. Got the key from him, and finished carrying my stuffs from one block to another in six trips, 40 minutes shift. Returned home later.

to be continued-