~ THE DAY BEFORE GOING TO CAMPUS ~

Woke up at 4 p.m. as usual. My mom's uncle n aunt came to stay for one day before going to Genting Highlands tomorrow. Life went on as usual, but I didn't piano. And then, he phoned and asked whether he could come to take his anime CDs back. I was about to bring them to campus so that I could kill time, but o well, since they were his, I just said ''anything'' and switched off the phone. From here you could see how much I dislike him. When he came later, I brought down the CDs and just placed them at the car, because I didn't want to be in contact with him, even a little. I didn't say a word and just walked upstairs. Afraid that he would read my blog? I highly doubted so, because he wouldn't give a damn to anything about me too. Great, I don't have to see him anymore in my life unless there's some sort of major gathering.

At night, I finished my dinner and played for a moment. Wei Yao then PMed me, and the two of us had a long chat. I felt good to chat with my old friend, (not to say old, but we hadn't met for quite some time since SPM was over) I didn't know that I still had a friend that still cared about me, or my presence. Long before SPM, I had lost my confidence in friendship, because the gap between my friends and I was too big to overcome. Each day, the bridge of friendship became narrower until I couldn't get thru anymore. Yesh, nowadays, I presence is not important anymore in the eyes of my friends. I would just remain silent and listen to their conversations. Stand aside, and pretend to smile when they laugh. How pathetic. O well, tomorrow I will stay in the campus already, so there starts a new chapter in my life. However, I'm quite nervous because I will be in a whole new environment, without any friends or family members. Just me alone, with a stranger that shares a room with me. I worry I will not be able to wake up alone becoz I am nocturnal already, and normally my alarm clock couldn't wake me up either. I was busy preparing the stuffs to bring tomorrow.

I'm going to miss my Piano and my home... T.T

Here are some pictures I forgot to post during the previous posts... The Modern Greek Statue (with spec)
Me at Korea...
My sister and I...
The 12 zodiacs, I'm beside mine(goat)
The Famous Korean Star Post lolx