I am still wondering when the God will gimme a way out of these troubles. Bad things had been happening to me for about 2 months, and i wonder if i can last for another 4.... today is wed, i am supposed to attend taekwondo class, but i didn't go. Why? Im hiding from facing my past, facing my past which is...... awful. Last week i tried to be friendlier and i tried to talk with Victoria. Just wanna make a new friend, my heart whispers. Too bad for me, i asked a wrong question. I asked her where she lived, and she answered with USJ 3. And i asked: '3/ what?' and she did not want to tell. Haihz, guess she thought im gonna visit her house. Rather sad, first attempt failed, and i am afraid ... im a lame loser.... I felt so down....................... No one can help me, only if i can break the barrier. I will try harder, wish me good luck, and hope for me that my bad luck will go away.... plz...