~ Good Day ~

Today was pretty good, with my classes starting at 10 a.m. But still the incident yesterday was haunting me, but not too much. When problems like this came, my brain would spill advices to calm me down, although it didn't work too well... Things such as ''There's no point wasting your energy on retards, go on with your life'' , ''It happened, and its the past. Look forward'' , or ''Just RM 1, give him lo'' , ''This world is full of retards, sometimes you just have to accept the fact'' , ''Human stupidity is infinite'', etc etc. As usual, couldn't get the strength to get out from my bed until 9.40 a.m. Got myself ready for Kunalan's class. Taught us about those valves and stuff, and he announced something good. Hah, finally he decided to defer the Aircond subject down to the next sem. Banzai!! No more fears to have classes at Saturdays ^^ It really deserves a celebration. But EASA results still didn't show up yet, and tests were coming, next week. I HAVE TO STUDY! I must be more serious, no more fooling around.

Later I thought about what should I do to prevent yesterday's incident. I could've prevented it if I was to buy one first, then buy another two. Or hide the one I bought, and just tapao one. But who could predict that that guy was a retard? haihz... I know I hold some responsibility for this case, but he definitely holds more responsibility. Bloody hell, I'm trying to forget this incident, though I doubted that I could never do it in my lifetime. Nuff said.

Had lunch, and went back for some D-Gray Man XD. I wanted to see the main character do funny things, his look was funny at times, and the voice acting was good. Later went for Konas's class, and he taught us about transistors. Cracked my head trying to understand the operation of transistors, and in the end I didn't grasp much of it. I touched my forehead, and wow its quite hot! Guess my CPU was heating up due to excessive use. Have to revise and do some research later. Then it was Gopal's class. Seeing him everytime disgusted me. Just hope that I wouldn't get into trouble with him. Later he taught us, and surprisingly he didn't do things that he usually did. Whoa, amazing! He was like another person today. No scolding, no treating us like a kid, no lanci-ing. Just normal teaching, and the class went on smoothly. When we didn't understand something we started to ask Gopal, and he would give more patience to explain, rather than lanci or talk crap. Good, change more, and maybe I'll consider giving you some respect.

Later at 6 p.m, class ended without much commotion, and I ordered pizza~ haha I had some money left to spend, so I could afford the pizza ^^ Had it with Chin and AP only, becoz Ken had some meeting. Went for basketball a bit later, woot and this time AP came to the court as well, since he didn't see me in my room. He joined the game, and everyone started to play a fool around i.e no one was playing seriously except Chai. Haha, all were doing stupid things, and it went even more funny after K.K and Thaddeus came. Whoa, thats not a match anymore. AP joined the game too ^^. Before that Ooi hurt his leg, followed by Richard. Sweating and tired, we called it a day as the guard came to turn off the lights. Yawn. Bathed, and other guys planned to have a party using AP's hamper he won yesterday from the lucky draw. lolx. I didn't go, as I wanted to cool down, and bathe. Guess I have to exercise more, really getting fatter these days. AP then came down to DL some stuff, but couldn't since my line was always cocky. Nthing much later, sleep sleep ^^

~ What A Screwd Up Day! ~

Woke up with a refreshed mind and got everything done. My mood was pretty good, and I decided to have my breakfast at the canteen. I wanted to buy 3 packs of nasi lemak from that mamak stall, and I paid him RM 10. O well, I knew he wouldn't have any changes so I bought two using my RM 1 cash. Ate one,and I bought an Ice Lemon Tea from the beverages stall. Just to get myself smaller money to pay that guy. Then I headed back to the stall to buy one more, and ask him to tapao. This was the moment that screwd up my entire morning. Really. This is the case... I waited for a moment there, holding the 1 nasi lemak I bought just now since there's a few customers in front. After they'd done, I went to the front and took out my RM 1. Then I said, ''Beli satu, ini dua tapao'' while pointing towards the one I bought and the one I wanted to buy at that moment. When I said that I put the one I bought on the table with other nasi lemak, and I thought he wouldn't be that RETARDED. He looked at me and asked for two ringgit. I then tried to explain that I just bought two from him, and I ate one. Now I wanted to buy another one, and tapao together with the one I bought. And you know what's that RETARD's facial expression? He shook his head and kept on asking for 2 ringgit 2 ringgit. I explained again and again and he's still showing that retarded face. At that time I really wanted to slap him in the face. But of course I didn't want to get myself into trouble with someone as retarded as him, so in the end I paid RM 1 for one, and he confiscated the one I bought just now. Yeh yeh, this world is full of retarded people. Can you imagine that someone could actually forget that I just bought TWO nasi lemak from him back then, 15 minutes before, and that RETARD DID SAW ME HOLDING MY NASI LEMAK AND WALKING TOWARDS HIS STALL. Fine, today he robbed one ringgit from me, from now on I would make him lose more than one ringgit. I'd never buy anything from his stall anymore, so when he lose one customer, he lose income. That RETARD surely deserves it. If he was willing to listen to me, fine no problem, but with his FUKING FACE and retarded brain I was really pissed off. He made me looked as though I'm the one who's trying to scam him, while he was the real asshole. My whole day's mood was screwd, thanks to that bastard. At that moment I remembered one scene last time, that was when I was playing at the CC nearby my house. I paid money to a you-know-what race person, right after my frend paid him. That asshole was chatting with his frend, and I told him my PC number. RM 6, he said, and I paid him RM 10 and got back RM 4. I put the RM 4 on my wallet, and put both on a table while I sat at an empty space to chat with my frend. Later on my frend wanted to play some game, so I opened another computer and started the game. After a while, a you-know-what race guy came and told me I didn't pay for the computer I played with just now. What?! I DID pay him and the RM 4 was right beside me. Its IMPOSSIBLE that I didn't pay. So, fine I went to the counter and told him I did pay, and you know what happen? That asshole stated blindly, if you did pay then the comp should be shut off, but now the comp still on means you didn't pay. Fuk it, and I was thinking of how to explain to him, while the counter was crowded with you-know-what race people. Then one started to scare me off by yelling at me, and showing actions that he's going to hit me or sth. Finally, the usual me, who was always the one who surrender, gave way. I don't want to fight with those low people , and I'm alone while they were with their gang. O well, I paid AGAIN, 6 ringgits again. FUK! The system was really bad since there's no receipt showing that I paid. Everyone was trusting each other, and things that shudn't happen, happened. So am I the unlucky one? I don't know, but one thing was for sure: That fuker was not doing his job properly. If I was to ask him to get the CCTV tape to check, I'm sure that he wouldn't give a damn. Fine, no use fighting with these retards.

K enough about fuked up stuffs. Later I went to One-Stop to buy some karipaps, with my mood screwd and my heart burning of anger. Even after I drinked my Iced Lemon Tea which was ice-cold, my inner fire didn't lose its heat one bit. In the bus I tried very hard not to think about that retarded scene, but without anything to do, (my earphones left in the house) I couldn't help flashing back that scene. At the end I managed to sleep somehow, and arrived there. Jeya told us to put our things at the classroom, and go to the hangar to see something. And so we all did, going down and watching them work. At first we were excited, and stood there watching ... watching ... Later we felt that there's nothing much, and we were getting bored coz they were just doing nothing much at all. Jeya and Eason were doing something beside the aircraft, which I didn't understand one bit. I only saw some other people fixing the epoxy sealant to seal the panels back. Later Thaddeus got bored and said to Jeya he wanted to go back. Most of the people followed, as Jeya said if you want to go back, then everyone will go back. Then without my knowledge, William and Sam stayed there, and I played games with other people. Only when lunch time was about to come, both of them came back, saying they learnt a lot of stuff, and how pro Jeya was and things. Bloody hell, why didn't they call us down again? We all thought that there's nothing much to see and so we went back. We couldn't be standing there like a bunch of idiots watching them doing their job. Its OK if there was someone else explaining what the people were doing, and someone to attend us. Screw it, I went to get some hot water at the water cooler outside. Hell. the hot water just wouldn't come out. OMG. We all opened our maggie cup, and there's not hot water!?! Then we saw a water cooker inside a room, and Sam asked if we could go in and get some hot water. The guy outside the room said something very lanci, and we all were pissed. Someone suggested that we try our lucks at the crew pantry nearby, and so we went. Three guys were sitting inside, and Sam asked. Oh great, holy light shone upon us. They were kind enough to allow us, not like the asshole earlier. The room was air-cond'd, and yet those guys smoked inside it. The smell was quite awful, but o well, I'm not staying there for long, so got our stuffs and went back. Argh, I asked K.K to order food for me, but I had enough food for lunch already. I ate the nasi lemak, one karipap, and the cup mee. Bloody full I was, and I couldn't finish the food K.K ordered. I knew I shouldn't waste food but I relle couldn't finish it. Went down with some other people to an aircraft as Jeya was doing some EGR. That was pretty scary .. As the aircraft was throttled to full speed, it suddenly jerked, and I was scared like hell. I thought the restraining devices were not functioning properly, with the engines at full power I really thought that the aircraft was going to fly away. But alas nothing happend, peace. I barely saw the flaps and spoilers deployed from the inside of the aircraft. After that nothing much to mention, and we went back to Nilai. At 7.15 pm the CLS 10th Aniversary was on. I bought the ticket (RM 10) , thinking that the 'free food'' mentioned in the ticket was something like a buffet style food. When I got there, I was stunned for a moment as I saw them distributing food packs. Heck. Really sux. Took the food, and went to the canteen to have it with AP, Chin and Kent. Anyways there were a lot of girls with beautiful outfits in the vicinity of the canteen and President Hall. Not bad not bad.. I crumbled the ticket and left it at the canteen, as I only looked forward to the food, and knowing that the food was very bad, I gave up. Went back to the room with Chin, while AP and Ken went in for the show. Later AP phoned me and said someone was playing piano! Again I was stunned speechless. And the song was FF X Ending Theme, the song I knew how to play! I regretted like mad why I just didn't went in. I considered long enough whether I should go anot, and at the end I decided to go, but my ticket was crumbled and left in the canteen, probably ended up in a rubbish bin by then. O well, guess I'll just listen from the outside. Even if I get myself not to go, I couldn't study too, since my heart had already flown off to PH already. I knew that I had to do it to calm myself down. When I aproached there, with my heart full of hope, no sound of a piano was heard. All I could hear was the host talking of something, and some other music played. I wasn't that disappointed, and going there really calmed me down. Really screwd up day, wasn't it?

P.S: It took me long enough considering whether I should write this here. And I thought that spitting all here will ease my feelings, and it did. I felt really good after writing this post.