There were 'raptai' for Sport's Day for the whole week. Most teachers were at the MPSJ field and there were hardly any teachers who was willing to come in and teach us something, except puan liew. I ponteng at 6th after recess and surprisingly, the guard let us out and he even advised us to use the upper route to avoid being spotted by pn fauziah in the canteen.
Before that, chuen wei, cheng, fooklam, and jiahong all went out unnoticed and they went to the cc. I left the school with sheng shien and C.Y.C.
Today(7th) i continued a game which i had been playing for more than two weeks; the 'yuan' game with the girl. Everyday i would look around for her and see if i could see her. Almost everyday i could see he and today was not different. However, i don't think that this was accurate becoz the school was just a small rectangular block. Its common for us to meet each other in the school.
The Moral Project is driving me crazy. The damned Pn. Vanitha told us to redo the Kerja Amal part becoz she has changed the goddamn format. It was HER Fault!!! Why she didn't tell us last year while she could do it?! Totally pissed off. By the way, the notorious Ong Chin Soon is becoming crazy again. He talks about anti-Malay stuff everyday and he talks to me and sheng shien even when we don't even bother him. He really thinks that he has some kind of magic power and he keeps acting as if he is regenerating/replenishing/... you name it his 'special powers'. I wonder what caused him to lose his sanity again.
Wednesday... Taekwondo day... I didn't know why i hate to go to the taekwondo training. mayb it's becoz of her. Kinda hate seeing her becoz i didn't want to pretend looking at somewhere else when she caught me looking at her. Again, i cursed my stupid shyness. However, everytime after Taekwondo training, i felt my life source replenished. The feeling is the same as the time when i was training my table tennis. My mind works at a rate faster than normal and i can be very focused. My mind, at the time, is completely silenced from all thoughts but taekwondo/table tennis. The coach gave us some 'sparring' practice and my feet has bubbles.... they hurt even when i walk/ move my toes.
I had started to study my Form 4 work. If the mid-year exam starts at early-May, then i will only have 2 month's time to get everything read and memorized. i hope i can be determined and focused to study more, not to play more...
