~ T H E D I S C U S S I O N ~
Everything was normal today until the night fell. I woke up at 10~ but I couldn't help falling asleep again ><... Then I woke up again at around 1 p.m. and began preparing to go to the CC near Summit USJ. I was expecting the crowd(my group of friends) to be the already by the time I reach there, but things turned out so differently and of course, so ugly.
I reached there at about 2.20 p.m. and they were no where to be seen. I phoned Chuen Wei and he said that a few of them were playing at the arcade, and a few were having their lunch. Okay, fine, lunch won't take that long, and I decided to wait for them. In the mean time, I sat down at the Mamak Stall there and ordered a Roti Canai along with a cup of Iced Lime Syrup and a cup of cold water. Time brushed through my hair as I finished my food slowly while I waited for them like an idiot. I began getting impatient because its already 3 p.m. I footed the bill and headed to the Cafe to check for empty spaces. The Cafe we went before was quite packed; downstairs was nearly full and upstairs had only a few slots left, so I decided to go to the one next door.Okay, went in and saw the computers downstairs. The graphics and stuffs were not that bad, but its strange that the Cafe was quite empty except a few people using the computers downstairs. So, I proceeded to the cashier and paid the fees. She said that prepaid packages were for computers upstairs, so she picked a computer for me upstairs.
At first, I thought the computers upstairs would be as good as the ones downstairs. But THEN... when I went up the stairs, I was STUNNED!! The atmosphere upstairs was totally different! The lightings were bad, and I could smell the cigarette smoke zzz. Fine, if the computers were okay, I won't say anything. I turned on my computer and checked its specifications. OMFG THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING! The specifications were so crap that even my old computer was better. My computer table was full with cigarette ash and there's an ashtray beside. Under such awful environment, I endured it all and waited for the crowd to come. And they finally came after an eternity... They said that the Cafe beside had a lot of empty spaces and asked me to reclaim my prepaid money because the environment was so crappy.
I tried to reclaim my money but that biatch wouldn't allow me to. I was like WTF? You Scam Me with the prepaid package by giving such a horrible environment and a horrible computer, yet you don't wanna gimme my money back?! 1 hour is normally RM 2 and I planned to play for 3 hours. The package is 3 hours and only costed RM 5. So I suggested that I add RM 1 to my package and change it back to normal payment and I asked for a computer downstairs, and again that biatch said No. At that particular moment I really wished to give her a slap IN HER FACE. I grumbled a bit and indicated that I would not visit that Cafe again, and I guess she wanted me and my frends to stay and play, so she changed and said she would gimme RM 3 back. Yeh! I said,"Thank You" in a frustrated tone and left the Cafe without turning back to have the last look of it.
We went to the Cafe we visited last time, and we played from 4 till 7. I asked my mom to fetch me back, although I know that time was the rush hour... People were coming back from work and the traffic was jammed like heck. So here I wish to thank my mom and my sister for fetching me to and fro. After that I ate my dinner and logged into my MSN. Tham was online, and we chatted a bit.
Then the 'epic' discussion started. I din't really expect that I would have a discussion with him at that time, but it DID begin when I start asking him about the meaning of life, the purpose of the humans having intelligence, the purpose of the existence of humans on Earth,etc.... And he kinda explained them to me by using theories from the Holy Bible. And then, we had the long discussion and at the end the topic was about the existence of God. Yep, I don't believe in God but I do believe in the existence of a Great Creator. So he explained and I countered, the discussion was very constructive. The conclusion is, I should visit a Pastor and let him explain everything to me. Thats it for today~
P.S: I don't hate God and Jesus, its just that I am not convinced that God really existed. Don't get me wrong.