~ What's with me? ~

Long time no see, my friend ^^... Sorry for not writing something here, first of all. For I've been bored to the max this holiday. Nothing special to write....... Watched Suzuka, and found that the anime was not worth the time watching. Heck its not romantic, its uber-boring, and the main character Asahina Suzuka was relle not good. Anyways one of the music seems fine.. Bought the 5 cm/s anime movie, and heck its another super boring anime. Awh wasted my 20 buckks buyin it. Again the music in it looks good. Yet I couldn't find a site I went to recently to download anime albums. But if my laptop is back then I will get there again, since I bookmarked it in my laptop. After all this crap I really had the urge to write my own story. But I knew that I wouldn't finish it, since I'm always lose my interest very, very quickly towards things. Anyways I guess I'll still try to scribble some, at least to douse the fire of writing in my heart lol. I donno what else should I write here, but life's real boring. I felt useless since I can't do things right. I seem to be an all-rounder, but heck, that means I'm not very good in each of the fields. Always scoring moderately, getting stuck in the middle range, I'm absolutely tired of it. Can't I get good at something at all...? Haihz.... Speechless, really. I couldn't make much progress in my piano learning too, maybe becoz my memory capacity has finally reached its limits. I dont think I can memorize anymore songs.. haihz... The sky was really dark.