Weds, 4th Apr. --- Today appears to be a bad day for me... Because of those Indian fellas talking and skipping class, Pn. Vijaya wants their sitting positions to be changed. Pn. Roebiah decides that each of them sits at each corners of the classroom. And I, innocent citizen, am always being the one sacrificed. Sitting behind has many advantages... Can talk a bit while being unnoticed, can do other work while teacher is teaching, can sleep without teachers noticing, more space, .... . Now, that Sharvin is gonna sit beside me! How could that blardy Roebiah do that to me!!! Most of the time i ask SS for homework and stuffs, and now Sharvin will be disturbing me during classes. = (

Taekwondo lessons are not that bad though, the Instructor suddenly asks us to turn to partners. Heres a simple figure:

1 2 3 4
5 6 7 8

So 1 is going to face 2, and 3 is going to face 4. I'm the 1 and she is the 2. So, we both are, somehow, stunned or something. Our facial expressions are like,"not him/her again...''. But as we know we cant change partners, we faced each other. As usual, i dint dare to look at her directly. My eyes keep looking around... finally, we did some one-step-sparring. Taught her a bit on last week's training. Before that, when doing stretching, she peeped at me to check whether im looking at her. So now she did notice that im looking at her most of the time. O well... better stop looking too much, if not shes gonna start hating me for 'staring' at her rudely. Got the grading form, and bought target with jh.

Fri, 6th Apr.--- I had a weird dream again. Also about her. We are at somewhere in a train i guess, and she asked,"you are admiring me secretly?'' then stupidly i said yeah~.. then theres a few images swept past my brain and i cant remember them clearly. Well, dreams are dreams. Nothing is true in dreams. Then, today Pn. Vijaya came back and had some lecture with us. Her voice kept raising. Before she left the class, i mustered my courage and asked her for a switch in positions. The reason i gave is, Sharvin will interrupt my studies and etc etc. When she almost say kenot, Shazrin came up and helped me with my request. Kind of evidence to my statement, she asked who i wan to be sitting with. So i said, SS and she asked the whole class whether anyone was willing to sit with Sharvin. Shazrin said no one wanted to sit with him because of his bad behaviour. So pn Vijaya allowed me to open a new place in middle and leave Sharvin alone at the corner. I was damn happy at the time i packed my stuffs and go away from him. happy day = )