~ THE FIRST DAY IN CAMPUS ~

The fearsome day had finally came... I was woke up by my dad becoz I originally planned to buy a couple of locks to secure my belongings at the campus today with him. Got out at around 11,00 a.m with a moderate headache and a little pain all over the body. Felt a bit sick but, didnt care much. Bought the tiny locks with codes and fell aslept right after returning home from the hardware shop. Then its my mom who woke me up at around 2.00p.m. when she got back from her school. She was busy preparing as the school was about to start. After the school starts, her load will be much much lighter and that will be the time she bring me to the IT mall for my NoteBook. We loaded everything into the car, and she drove all the way to Nilai again. Although she didnt say a word, I knew she was pretty tired. I wanted to help, but there's nothing I could do at the moment becoz I didn't know how to drive, yet.

And so we arrived at the campus, our cars swept past the guard house without much of a problem with a tag on the windscreen. I registered for my course and settled my payment, student card, accomodation, and stuffs while my sister took her results(all As) as predicted, and settled her stuffs too. I saw her frends drooling over her results lol... As she said, after the people from Subang Jaya went to Nilai College, they would realise that the people from Subang Jaya were much much smarter than others. Although it sounded like bragging to me at first, but then after surveying the conditions at Nilai College I started to get the feeling as well. Hope the people taking the same course as I take will be competitive and frendly. After filling forms, paying stuffs, queueing, we finally could head to my campus room and start checking in my stuffs. I hauled the broom, mop, my sister's laptop, and a heavy thing and my sister and mother helped to carry other stuffs. Before I opened the room, I heard a voice coming from inside already. Its my roommate. I paiseh-ed for a moment, and opened the door, saying Hi to him. He was not that bad, quite friendly, but I didn't talk that much to him, its becoz of me. I seldom talk nowadays, so making new frends will seem to be a difficult task. After putting everything into place, my roommate went out, leaving me alone in the room. At that particular moment, the fever struck me and I felt very hot. Without hesitating, I drank a cup full of water and laid on my bed. I SMS-ed Wei Yao to tell him how I felt, the feeling of loneliness, and my sickness. For the first time I felt so lonely and helpless. Perhaps it was caused by the change in environment. Before I knew it, I was already staying alone in campus, away from my frends and family. Which means I had to learn how to takecare of myself, how to wake up alone without the need of somebody waking me up........ I hate the feeling to be alone, but I will get used to it someday, as loneliness is certain in the upcoming battle that decides my future.

I fell aslept again, and woke up at around 7.15 p.m. My roommate was busy settling his clothes and rations lolx - he brought a lot of food like instant noodles, biscuits, and others. He asked me whether I wanted some, becoz I din't bring much, and I said no thx. I felt good becoz he was frendly, and was willing to share his food to me. But then, since we knew other for a short time only, I was reluctant to accept his givings yet. Perhaps after some time we will become close frends. After that, I went to the canteen for food and the choices werent that much. The chicken rice I ordered tasted normal, and I finished it without ordering beverage. Bathed afterwards, and turned on my sister's laptop to play some games... But then her laptop wasn't that good, and the game lagged miserably. I turned it off, and tried to connect to the internet. The login page prompted me to enter my student ID and the password was my IC number. I typed in correctly, and it said wrong ID or password. Perhaps mine was too new and they hadn't registered mine for internet use yet. I asked my sister to SMS her details to me so that I could use her account to access the WiFi. But then, my mom gave me the wrong IC number and made me couldn't connect to the internet for a moment until I noticed the error in the IC number and corrected it. It shud be 891018, not 851018.... finally, I connected to the internet, and began playing Norron there... I logged into MSN and chatted with my friends. Great, at least I still can talk to them at the moment I felt lonely. Tried to sleep at around 11.00p.m but woke up to read a novel after failing to close my eyes for about 30minutes. My roommate slept at 1.30 a.m, and I wrote this at around that time too.

T.T I MISS MY PIANO!!