March test is on for three days already. Today was Chemistry, BI, Physics, Moral. Did everything but some hard questions. As usual, i slept after finishing the paper, boring to keep myself awake when there was nothing to do. After school, cycled fast back home to buy myself some time to play, haha...

Taekwondo time, hate to go, like any particular day. Today training was raised from 20 to 30 times, so painful that my muscles ached and i could hardly stand properly with my legs shaking all the time after the training... trained taegeuk, one-step sparring, and sparring techniques... hate to do sparring techniques becoz we were required to change partners after the time limit. So every time i face her(you know who...) she would just ask someone beside to change or something... afraid of me?? wants to keep away from me?? Hate to train with me?? these thoughts kept on spinning in my head.
Today, in fact, was very different. When i faced her again, i thought she would ask for a change like she always does. This time, she didnt. After we bowed to each other, then we started the training. Perhaps i was too dizzy and i lost my shyness and i dared myself to look to her directly. Amazingly, i started our conversation. hmm... that was nice, having an ordinary conversation with someone i like will be beyond satisfaction to me. Just hope to be frends with her, nothing else. Now is not the time to be involved in love.
I asked her whether she starts first or i start first. Then just talked a bit. Still i felt a border between us. When i trained with her, i was like.... donno give what expression lah.... whole person like jam jor... smile oso not appropriate, serious look oso not good... donno la. just keep training a while, then stop jor.
Taekwondo training is actually a medium to repair jh's and my frendship. Nowadays i don like jh much, so i seldom talk to him or choy him. every taekwondo lesson we talked a lot and he dint show his annoying attitude to me at that time, so i like to talk to him at that time.
At night, study sejarah and i've chapter 1 and chapter 2 until the aspek pembangunan. tomolo gonna go agama. progressing with such speed shud be very good, i think...