~I AM EMPTY??~

Ahh... It was so nice to have a long sleep from time to time. Doing so really replenishes my life force, and clears my mind a lot. Today, I did the Maths Test and Maths Quiz together, and I was happy to know that for the last Test I got 14.5 over 15. Jeez, although its not full marks, but I was pretty satisfied, heh. Later I returned, and watched Rozen Maiden a bit, before going out again to take my Physics quiz... Jeez, I totally thought that we would use the computer to answer the quiz, and I couldn't login into the computer using my IC and ID... And so I thought that my laptop which was using the net might be interrupting.... Without thinking much, I dashed back to off my laptop, and ran back to the Computer Lab, as I thought we would use the computer... When I opened the door, I saw my lecturer distributing the quiz paper... WTF?! How dare she fool meee...?! KNS...I sat down and asked for a paper, but she didn't have anymore copies left, so she went out to photocopy a few more. In the mean time, my group people were taking their notes out to copy, and I looked at their papers and searched for the answers to do it later, hehehe.... Although cheating like this was not my style, but I didn't know the quiz scope, and there's no other options left. I hereby promise that I will study smart and study hard in the future, and pass my exams with flying colours! Later the lecturer came in again, and we quickly kept our note books . I wrote everything down on the paper, and thought for a moment to answer the first question, as it required a bit of explanation... After we submitted our papers, we followed Teck Ken to find the OAR, but he was not in his office, yet. We sat down at a comparatively big place with a few tables and chairs, and waited for him while chatting a bit. Alas, he came, and we talked about the CNY and assignment while Teck Ken settled his business with the guy. We went to yam cha at the canteen, since there was only 20 minutes before the next class was on.

Heck, why did I feel so sleepy..? Perhaps I was sleeping too much yesterday and today. Well, I tried not to sleep in the class as hard as I could, and the lecturer was teaching something pretty hard that I didn't understand it. Guess I'll have to take a trip to the library to settle my assignments and the dam gyrscope thingy... Then I went back, and finished Rozen Maiden before going for dinner. Rozen Maiden was quite cute and funny at the start, but at the last few episodes it was very sad and quite touching. I dropped a tear at the last episode, at the part when Sakurada Jun called for Rozen to come out while he hugged Shinku(Ruby) on his arms, saying that why the Dolls have to like you? Why do you create all of them, who likes each other and likes you, to fight each other to their deaths? Overall it was an above average anime, I should say.

After that, I went to the canteen for my dinner, and I ate the fried chicken rice with tomato sauce. Waw, the tomato sauce was all over the chicken and the rice, and its looks were... jeez, not appetizing. Still, it tasted ok, but not satisfying enough. I went to the Wan Tan Mee Stall, and ordered Meehoon Soup.Well, it was not that big-sized, but its taste wasn't that bad,though. As I walked out from the canteen, I wondered... Why do I feel so empty... so empty inside my heart...? Really, I had been feeling it, but no matter what I do, the feeling cannot disappear. It gave me a feeling of floating in an empty space, without any direction or destination. Even while I was walking, I felt like my body was but an empty shell, with the heart and mind already dead. I wonder what in the world could heal my emptiness...

They came to pay me a sudden visit again. This time, they came into the room, and talked a bit longer to me. I was sitting on my bed, listening to them talking as I am untalkative. They like to joke a lot, and being with them was nice, it was stressless. And when I asked them whether they had anything to do anot, and they replied, no. Lol... it was true indeed that there was nothing much to do here at night except studying, eating supper, and sleeping. Yep, and they left afterwards. Again, I was delighted that they were treating me as one of their friends, although I didn't talk to them a lot. I sticked to my group members a lot, and seldom talked to them, but they were good people, for that I am sure. I MISS MY PIANO!!!